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seasons

My life changed when I read The Power of Habit sometime in 2012, since then I’ve been dutifully making my bed every morning when I wake up. When life is full of…

moments of awareness

I had a very lucid moment last week: in the middle of a conversation with my partner, I told her I feel like the luckiest person in the world – because I…

bearing witness to our own pain

I was reading “Joy on demand” by Tan Chade Meng, and I came across this passage which made me pause, reflect and break a little bit: “…if you can witness all that…

the luckiest

The story goes: my would-be partner, when we were just briefly acquainted, read an essay I wrote about being chronically depressed and suicidal. She was so struck by it, she did something…

emptiness

Imagine if you were a mouse, and all your life you have lived in a maze. Every day you were given countless tasks to do, and for every task done correctly you…

disability

Lately I’ve been thinking about myself and my chronic conditions – I refuse to call them illnesses sometimes, maybe that is the problem – wondering what will I do or become if…