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March 30, 2025 journal

ringfencing my self

I remember reading somewhere that just few decades ago we lived in small communities, unconnected by the internet. We would only need to cope with the happenings of this small community, and…

October 13, 2024 journal

living life like a solo rpg player

One of my all-time favourite games is stardew valley. I don’t actually play a lot of games, partially because they trigger migraines and motion sickness for me, and partially because a combination…

November 5, 2023 journal

on seeing my self as a canvas

I am not sure why, but I don’t have much interest in life. I have been this way for as long as I can remember, though I am not sure if my…

June 25, 2023 journal

generating mini turning points

Because of multiple factors my mind seem to be perpetually stuck in an unwanted state of sadness, fatigue and paralysis. I have learnt that it is possible to break out of this…

March 26, 2023 journal

surprising myself with my self

I have always thought of myself as an open-minded person, but in recent years due to increasing self awareness I realised I can be very set in some patterns of my thinking,…

July 31, 2022 journal

the off switch

Sometimes I think it is somewhat of an evolutionary miracle that most humans can go on with life even with the world burning around us. Most of us just grow numb and…

February 20, 2022 journal

on living in a world like this

The other week I read that Peter Thiel is leaving Facebook woops I mean Meta’s board, so he can reportedly “focus on supporting candidates running for office who align with the Trump…