it has been a year, @peenutkewlee. only after you’re gone i realised there’s so little and yet so much i have to remember you with. i have so many regrets when it comes to you — i guess it is a price to pay for the friendship we had. you asked me what i would do for you after you’re gone, i said i’ll draw something and burn it for you; my drawing skills are not up to par yet, so here is something you drew for me instead. you drew so much pee, when you gave me this drawing i was still too young to understand, and now it seems too late for me. when will i start properly grieving? 5, 10, years later? maybe when i am able to grow up some day.