there’s a new study going around saying that covid may cause low serotinin levels. I cannot help but wonder if this is the reason for my lowish mood, or have i always been in a lowish mood? at such times it is difficult to remember that there have been brighter days.
i post my art despite my mood, but my captions reflect my mood. i think it should be this way – at least for me my postings have always been influenced by my state. will i be able to convince myself that making something every day will be enough to keep me alive?
i wonder if anyone reads these little notes i write here.