unpeeling layers
Years ago I had a job I thought I had loved. But it came to a point in time when circumstances made it untenable for me to stay – it was only…
archive/
an archive of everythingcompressed mind
the mind compresses like enclosing hurricanes I try not to drown
shadow
my shadow darkensceaselessly haunts in silenceas I awaken
swaying trees
the trees sway in sync the storm raging endlessly so what the wing sings
Life is absurd
sometimes there is just no justification or meaning
stripping away suffering
I woke up feeling unwell yesterday and decided against going for a run. I was worried that it would flood my body with more cortisol, putting it under more stress than it…
responding meaningfully
I only ran once in my entire trip in Kyoto. I justified it with the amount of distance I was walking every day. Upon returning to Singapore I went for a run…
dark times
I am sad and angry over Kavanaugh, just like how Trump’s election pushed me into a deep depression for a long while. These events are reinforcing how people are rewarded with bad…
how we hurt
There were many points in my life I expressed views which I believed were right, only to grow in maturity enough to be embarrassed for my past selves. There were so many…
Kyoto’s zen
The older I get, the more fearful of travel I become. My sanity is established on the routines I’ve set for myself: my morning runs, diet, circadian rhythms. There is a sense…