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2020

the passageway

online, offline

yearning for relief

on writing as me

39

The fire is burning

2019

tending to my garden

my blood as data

when small is beautiful

Hundertwasser

surrounded by books

on becoming a person

I travel to miss

rare lucidity

on coping with life

38

if I die

Integrating my selves

dynamic living

moving towards silence

2018

how travel changes me

rolling luggage

rustling leaves

grey skies

growing old with books

what can I do

race against time

marvel

10% less unhappy

on being little

impermanence

scratches & intolerance

unpeeling layers

compressed mind

shadow

swaying trees

responding meaningfully

dark times

how we hurt

Kyoto’s zen

My dentist & I

storage

jolting contrasts

fleeting sunset

emotional bedrock

Chronic patterns

a series of cuts

lost innocence

a life worth living for

what therapy gifts

how can love begin

snapshots of myself

2018

2017

a lifetime of practice

blessings and curses

seasons

moments of awareness

the sound of nature

hopeful existence

the luckiest

emptiness

disability

Life is absurd

crying

Quitting coffee

at the beginning

heavy existence

A gift of stories

negative capability

some views on love

pause

gentleness

the moment

what is life

perspective

noise

a perfect life

personal infrastructure

blurry lines

2016

plans

confluence

awareness

rainbows

her

what did we forget

each moment

stilled

magic & awe

eternity rushing

on being

darkest skies

surrender and agency

the whole picture

deep freeze

gradual numbing

paradoxical chaos

people’s eyes

a becoming that insists

mortality and becoming

you and I

sunlight

rainbows

On anxiety and risk

searching inward

crappy poem

witnessing milestones

2015

grace in autumn

system

enough

the sun & the moon

starting to breathe

when the world hurts

the cruel aftermath

great to be back

growing roots

keep on being

old book

the slow descent

out of sync

unchained moment

at my core

strong shoulders

Creating space

being with myself

indefinite

forging my own way

paradoxically living

like rainbows

sort of broken

bridge

returning

real

blind to the mirror

becoming myself

building a core

the space to be

a love that inspires

on existential pain

My life explained

On visibility

words I write

pace

keep on trying

finding balance

2014

an internal vacation

the more I read

death transforms

endings

infinity

transition

writing for broken people

growing up together

enforced travelling

out of breath

Sentiment

the work I want to do

how do…

happy poetry day

new york, with love

recollection

the power of words

contrast between worlds

blessed

things I think about

notes people send me

Same broken

Blogging, again

Renewal

Who am I?

I will…

Mortality

stars

Pride

On loving freely

through our eyes

Being seen

Self

Space

New York

Bridging connections

Rebuilding

Building strength

2014: Consistency

2013

Looking back at 2013

Giving thanks

Why I write (2013)

Reconciling paradoxes

Distance and darkness

Finding a reason to exist

The power of 8 minutes

Rhythm of my heart

poison

Why I write

you

Planting seeds

being grateful

if I dare to be me

Being alive and human

you.

keeping a rhythm

recovery

2012

The city that changed me

new beginnings